Thursday, June 24, 2010

Im home alone now ): Hubibi went out to meet his good friend since morning and he dunno im missing like what now. Arghh !! Was busy gambling last week =X .. and lose abit =.= ! Hais, times may be abit harder now but we can definitely go through it well ((:

Last night went to illuzion pub where my cousin lala works with hubibi, xiao long & ah wee. Saw Xiao Hei and his gf there den awhile later Da Lu and one of his friend came down. Laze till ard 1plus to 2, cabbed home with hubibi & co. Hubibi and me headed to 4o1 and had supper. haha ~ both of us was straving like what man =.= It's been so long since we last went out to drink together, kinda enjoyed it :DDD

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Our fairytale comes in a very unexpected way. In fact we saw each other 4 years ago (2006) at boatquay. However, both of us nv really notice each other until we met again at a pub located at kampong bahru. Really miss those nonsensical or rather funny MSN'ing and SMS. We tend to diturb each other and have lots of fun, but don't get the wrong idea wor, cox @ that time we are purely fren or entertainer..haha

The 1st time that we really went out was to ZOUK after a drinking session at BQ. This was the 1st time i saw a gal who drank like no tml (i think she takes martell as plain water) plus i have long heard of her "Big Name" through my fren bcox she even "ki" with my god-bro ~ hahaha ~

Indeed, fate is really playing a fool out of us. Throughout this 8 mths plus, many things happen, we are almost 24/7 together..and the amazing part was that we are still as loving as before. She is part of my life - Everything is U and U are Everything !!! i knw this feeling, my love for her is real. Never did i have such a feeling before. Ya...although the bang on the wall hurts, but this minor bang was nothing compare to what she is going through now. Seriously, i m someone who donno how to express myself but i believe u can sense it. - Thanks for always being in my mind and the trust you put on me -

How warmng will it to be able to wrapped my arm around her for a good 1 min on Monday if everything was "fine". I believed it wouldn't be 1 min but a lifetime if everything was "fine".
Lao po... when i open my eye wide on Tuesday, i want to see you giving me the "attitude" you always gave me when i go work k?

It's 6th June alrdy ): Tml is my sentence day ~ I dunno if i should be happy or sad? Happy because i can finally know the outcome and everything will be settled soon. Sad because if im convicted, i cannot imagine those few days or weeks without hubibi by my side. I have my full trust with hubibi cos he definitely worth my trust ((: He is someone whom i can rely on for the rest of my life. He is the only one who nv have the thoughts of hurting me before. He is the only one who always put me in his first thought. He is the only one whom i wan to spend the rest of my life. In face, HE IS THE ONLY ONE TO ME (:


Today hubibi is so cute .. haha! Know why? Cos he bang into the wall while talking to me as he put all his attention talking to me end up he bang himself against the wall. My first thought is not laugh but is so worried till i almost teared. When he hurts, my heart hurts too ): Cos he is my everything. When hubibi is happy, laopopo is happy too but when hubibi is sad, laopopo is sad and hurt too. Whatever emotions he had, i have the same cos we are one.


Finally tml is my final hearing, i really hope everything will be just "FINE"! I really want to thank hubibi for walking beside me all the way. No matter how i threw my fucking tantrums, he is there for me cos he understand what pressure im gg thru. I thank god for letting him walk into my life. I thank god for letting us be together. I thank god for everything everything, serious! Praise the lord. Father, i love u! Thanks for everything.


I pray that everything will be fine tml and everything will go well and smoothly for hubibi. Please grant us the strength for us to face everything together and for me to quit rice though lord i know i cannot resist the temptations but father i hope i can cut all ties with rice and i won touch it anymore. Father lord, please grant me widsom so that next time i will think of the consequences before i do anything. Thanks for guiding me all the way from the day i knew you father. I am grateful that Pastor Andrew let me know you. It's all so amazing after knowing you and father, thanks for all the miracles u created and it's you who let me believe in miracles lord. I will stay strong and i pray that the love between me and hubibi will everlasting. It is all your grace father. Thank you father, i love you. In the name of my lovely father lord Jesus Christ, AMEN!

Written by: dor ` laopopo

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Here i'm waiting for her to to get out of the bed and have a good lunch with me....but it seem like she got no appetite. Already so slim liao still don eat..nahx... i understand lah ~
Life still goes on, I WISH TO BE ABLE TO ACCOMPANY HER 24/7 but circumstances was the hinderance.

Sometimes we may ask ourselves "Who is our destiny or What is fate?"
I don't have the answer but i knew that we got to cherish every single little moments. So lao po po, don't think so much and get on with it, i'm always right here behind you whether you feel it or not.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Tuesday, June 1, 2010