Sunday, June 6, 2010

It's 6th June alrdy ): Tml is my sentence day ~ I dunno if i should be happy or sad? Happy because i can finally know the outcome and everything will be settled soon. Sad because if im convicted, i cannot imagine those few days or weeks without hubibi by my side. I have my full trust with hubibi cos he definitely worth my trust ((: He is someone whom i can rely on for the rest of my life. He is the only one who nv have the thoughts of hurting me before. He is the only one who always put me in his first thought. He is the only one whom i wan to spend the rest of my life. In face, HE IS THE ONLY ONE TO ME (:


Today hubibi is so cute .. haha! Know why? Cos he bang into the wall while talking to me as he put all his attention talking to me end up he bang himself against the wall. My first thought is not laugh but is so worried till i almost teared. When he hurts, my heart hurts too ): Cos he is my everything. When hubibi is happy, laopopo is happy too but when hubibi is sad, laopopo is sad and hurt too. Whatever emotions he had, i have the same cos we are one.


Finally tml is my final hearing, i really hope everything will be just "FINE"! I really want to thank hubibi for walking beside me all the way. No matter how i threw my fucking tantrums, he is there for me cos he understand what pressure im gg thru. I thank god for letting him walk into my life. I thank god for letting us be together. I thank god for everything everything, serious! Praise the lord. Father, i love u! Thanks for everything.


I pray that everything will be fine tml and everything will go well and smoothly for hubibi. Please grant us the strength for us to face everything together and for me to quit rice though lord i know i cannot resist the temptations but father i hope i can cut all ties with rice and i won touch it anymore. Father lord, please grant me widsom so that next time i will think of the consequences before i do anything. Thanks for guiding me all the way from the day i knew you father. I am grateful that Pastor Andrew let me know you. It's all so amazing after knowing you and father, thanks for all the miracles u created and it's you who let me believe in miracles lord. I will stay strong and i pray that the love between me and hubibi will everlasting. It is all your grace father. Thank you father, i love you. In the name of my lovely father lord Jesus Christ, AMEN!

Written by: dor ` laopopo